Tension filled the air. I recognized the feeling that something
important was about to happen. My shoulders tensed and I kept my hands fisted
in my lap. I sat in an uncomfortable
chair, my eyes wide, my heart pounding.
Why had I agreed to this? I never
was one for stress, nor did I handle it well.
I wondered if I should have stayed home.
What should I expect? Would we get along? Oh, I knew I was meeting someone of the male
persuasion for the first time, but I had no idea about those things most people
want to know: how tall he'd be, how much he'd weigh, what color hair...did he
even have hair? Images of me being swept
off my feet boomeranged through my mind, and I imagined I’d have quite a story
to tell. Besides, I’d discover the
answers to all those burning questions I’d be asked.
Time ticked by. I probably could have left several times, but
I really didn’t want to. In my mind,
today was a special day and I was so ready for it...at least I thought. Before long, a nicely dressed man entered the
room. He was quite handsome, I thought,
and my heart fluttered when he signaled for me to join him.
"Stand right here," he said, and
moved closer to the only other woman in the room. I wasn't sure what to expect,
but I followed his instructions and stood, my legs wobbly, my hands
shaking. I guess I was expected to do
something since I showed up.
It didn't take long before I
knew I'd made the right choice. I was so
glad I came. The doctor turned from my
daughter-in-law's side and placed my new grandson in my arms. "Here you
go, grandma."
Turning pinker by the moment,
the baby didn't cry, he didn't fuss, instead Spencer's gaze searched my face
despite the overhead hospital light shining in his dark eyes, making them look
like ebony gems. Although they say
newborns don't smile, I swear his tiny lips curled as if to say, "I'm
here, and I know you'll love me so much your heart'll hurt. You know what? He was right?
The minute I first saw him my love blossomed and it's grown stronger
ever day since that moment thirteen years ago.
My Spencer! My Love! And the fact
that he’s been diagnosed with Autism, just makes me love him more and I praise
God for the moment I met my grandson.
That moment will always be a cherished memory and I thank my kids for allowing me to share it.
Spencer and Dad |
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I promise next week to have a snippet from Sarah's Soul...I'm almost finished and then I plan to work on my mail-order bride story....and I'm not forgetting Deceived. I just have to make a deal with God to live long enough to finish everything. :)
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http://triciamg.blogspot.com (Tricia McGill)
Come back next week for more. Oh...checkout my Amazon page to see my available books.
A heartwarming surprise.
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