****
The
whirring of her old machine contrasted starkly compared to the new one she used
at the office. Someday she’d buy a new home system, but for now the old one
served her purposes. Until recently, she’d only used the one at home for
personal banking; but last night she’d actually joined an online dating site
and posted her profile. Was that the move of desperation? As pathetic as it
seemed, anxiousness overcame her to see if anyone had responded.
Since
her divorce five years ago she had only dated a few times. The caliber of
available men seriously disappointed her. Cocktail lounges and bars were
nothing but meat markets and frequenting them was like fishing in the “reject
pond of life". Every man there had already been caught and thrown back, most
likely for good reason. The rumor that supermarkets served as a good meeting
place turned out to be nothing more than an old wives’ tale. Few men shopped at
Cassie’s neighborhood store, and the only males working there were teenage
baggers and an ancient butcher; all the cashiers were women.
Cassie
focused on the bright side. At least if she selected a choice piece of meat,
she’d enjoy it for dinner and not worry about having to sleep with it.
The
truth: she was tired of being alone - sick of always attending social functions
by herself and never knowing what it felt like to be part of a couple. Her
ex-husband had been room like a roommate. She needed a partner in her life and
was running out of places to look. If stooping to perusing Internet dating
sites was what it took, then so be it.
Again,
the devil dangled the another option. She immediately pushed that black thought
aside. Besides, her mother needed her.
“Hurry
up!” The computer wore on Cassie’s patience and she swore under her breath.
“Damn! I could give myself a friggin’ manicure before the homepage even pops up
on the screen.”
She
wiggled the mouse back on forth thinking it might help, and soon realized the
futility of the action. It was just as absurd as people who continued to push
elevator buttons.
****
Will anyone respond? I'm sure you know someone will; they always do. Tune in next week for more.
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